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skrunksthatwunk · 15 days ago

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if i pretend to accidentally sleep through class bc im so so exhausted (accurate but the deception is that i would be doing it on purpose) do you think that's like super obvious or what. im panicking and spiralling too hard to focus on it anymore like i can't do it it's nothing i can't read

started on a presentation that's worth 10% of my grade 8 hours before i have to give it and i am realizing that (3.5 hours before i have to give it) i have spent. all of my time on the history that is not relevant to our readings 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀fuck

#i have sent the email i have said ive been wrking for like 20 hours striaght which is also true #likei feel bad bc 1) i skip her class too much anyway 2) shes nice i dont wnana lie to her especially if she gives me the extension anyway #but i kust cannot like i cant i cant do it #i havent been able to push myself that hard since smth broke in me in the 7th grade like it's just not i cant it wont #points in my favor: good thoughtful talkative student who's clearly passionate baout the subject and does the work #poinst against: past few weeks ive been skipping like a class every week. ok maybe thats true a lot of weeks idk #i dont want it to be!!! bguahh #it jst kind fo happens to me. look i know im kign of terribel ok it's just like whatever it's where im at ibtthunk #bt that doesnt mean it doesnt suck and i dont hate thatnim not better #even about things like telling my classmates abotj irish history ir whagever #is it my fault? yeahm am i still complaining about it so so much like so muhh YEAH #thats what i do is be pathetic or whagever

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